The Power of Super SSP Smile! (",)

At last I’d decided to end my journey with the Ingenuine world. Heck another three months of soul torturing and I’m done :P . No more ears hurting words, no more toxic injection to my heart and no more sight of sickening views WAHAHAHA… I just can’t wait. See…. I have such bad tempers nowadays :S. Having the capability to spit out such harsh words without having any guilt would need a certain amount of exposure to soul torturing.

Never mind… I believe there will be better days ahead of me. At the moment I’m busy hunting for job. Weird… when I left URM, I actually missed it but I don’t have the same feelings now. Probably there’s nothing left to be missed =)) =)). I told F4 now I understand how one of them felt when she endured the 3 months notice but she said… the 3 months she have F4 to accompany her but now I’m more teruk. O_o||| She is always so right… no wonder I never heard her complain about it.

My direct superior didn’t say much when I hand in my “Love Letter”… probably he would have figured it out. But he seems worried and feel insecure… You wanna know why? I resigned with the same old reason “personal matters”. He ask me if the CTO asks me about the reason I wanted to leave, what would I say?? He asked again, “You’re going to say it’s for a personal reason rite?”. Funny huh?? A manager with such insecurity within himself would only prove one point… that is he incapable in doing his job =)) =))

The CTO tried very hard to dig out the reason for my resignation. I say it’s a personal reason and it’s of no concern of company. I had an hour of ‘lecture’ and fake it all the way… and so did the CTO. The discussion had been drag for too long until he had nothing to say, and neither did I. We just sat there and he looked at me, and I looked at him… giving him that SUPER SSP SMILE =)) =)) =)) groovy!